Understand

Father again I come to You distraught
Seeking peace and understanding
Sometimes hurting but always blessed
I seek a life much less demanding
They say there is no distance 
Between a loser and a winner
But the gap is so much greater
Between a saint and compulsive sinner
I’ve seen pain and sorrow, hurt and anguish
At times my life’s been so stressed
I’ve had joys and miracles, faith, hope and love
I can’t understand why I’ve been so blessed
This year I’ve lost so much 
And almost lost my son
I cry when I look back
And see all the wrong I’ve done
Father help me understand
The meaning of all that I’ve observed
Why have there been so many blessings
In a life so undeserved.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010


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Date: 2/22/2012 4:05:00 PM
Lovely prayer. many blessing to you and yours, I pray your son heals soon. sometimes it is the wounds inside that takes the longest.
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Date: 2/12/2012 8:33:00 AM
God loves a humble contrite heart; you give me a glimpse into the precious heart you have.
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Date: 11/3/2010 10:47:00 AM
Your write is wonderful, graceful, grace filled and you are blessed and do deserve good things!! (Eamon Duffin from Ireland wrote a verse today for a new form I think you'd really like it!) Light & Love
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Date: 8/9/2010 6:32:00 PM
great soul searching in this poem. Hope you are well! Enjoyed reading your works.
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Date: 8/9/2010 3:08:00 PM
A righteous man is continually blessed Vince.. all the Psalms state it so and refresh the heart mind and spirit.. your son being save is indeed one of God's miracles.. I lost my son at 5 months old but God blessed me with four more wonderful young men .. to see everyday His Blessings to a humble sinner... the Beatitudes are the most expressive words in the Bible.. our guidelines.. enjoy His past present and future blessings Vince..with luv..
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Date: 8/9/2010 1:00:00 PM
This brought tears today....how well you have expressed which each one of us have felt at some time or another.....why things happen as they do, and why us? With the heartache life can bring...also are the reminders of our blessings..which sometimes get overshadowed by our fear and pain. Thanks for the reminder today. God Bless~ Love Carrie
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Date: 8/9/2010 12:11:00 PM
I was gone and did not read any poetry the past weekend. So I am trying to get some read today. I am pleased that yours is among what I have read today and I have enjoyed reading it. I hope you have a wonderful week filled with inspiration Vince. Love, Carol
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Date: 8/9/2010 10:12:00 AM
He first loved us while yet we were sinners he died for us that we might have life and have it more abundantly...That is a blessing beyond compare and that alone...Great write about your love, faith, and devotion..How is your son doing? I hope that he is still getting better...Sara
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Date: 8/9/2010 9:54:00 AM
Wow Vince, this is so heartfelt.. Thanks for sharing it.. Bb Wilma
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