Under the Rug

I’m frozen staring out into the dappled light,
You ask me why I’m quiet,
I say I just enjoy the silent,
sound of hopeless anger turning to unfocused sight,
So blurry,
Then you leave me in a hurry,
Are you all that satisfied,
with every time I’ve lied and said,
It’s all ok…
It’s just in my head…
That dull ache of apathy is just a side effect,
of watching all my love turn dead,
and cold,
And every time you laugh or yell at my expense,
Can you really blame the wall that builds so high in my defense,
And each new brick that’s mortared with a frown,
only takes a day to set,
but a thousand years to crumble down.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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November 12, 2018 at 3:54 AM
Your words undo me, there is no greater pain then listening to abusive speech day in and day out . It can erode even the strongest of souls. I believe mental abuse is so much worse then physical, it bleeds the heart like none else. Have a wonderful day, dear poetess.
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November 12, 2018 at 5:14 AM
Thank you for reading :)
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