Undefeated Before Your Eyes

I’ve never felt so high it seems You held me tight as we kissed in my dreams I’ve been scared out of my wits lately But, with your embrace, I’m safe honestly I was defeated by depression and anxiety I can’t say I’m happy yet until I feel complete I’m empty as a drum inside my body I won’t break down with tears of shameful defeat I’m undefeated… This pain is undesirable I’m undefeated… This shame is unbearable I’m not regretting anything You’re my everything, darling… I’m incredibly undefeated And I’m proud of it, you see? I’m proud of it oh so humbly I’m undefeated by your sadness throne Your throne of all alone and on your own Your beautiful, blissful brown eyes Blossoms with hi’s, not goodbyes Showers away doubts and mind’s lies My heart’s churning like the shining sea’s torrent With unconditional love with no room for resentment I will always remember you and lucid dream about you, my angel God-sent I was defeated by depression and anxiety I can’t say I’m happy yet until I feel complete I’m empty as a drum inside my body I won’t break down with tears of shameful defeat I’m undefeated… This pain is undesirable I’m undefeated… This shame is unbearable I’m not regretting anything You’re my everything, darling… I’m incredibly undefeated And I’m proud of it, you see? I’m proud of it oh so humbly I’m undefeated by your sadness throne Your throne of all alone and on your own Your mesmerizing muscles and tattoos are above the roof, my dreamlike love I’m naughtily thirsty for your taste and a surge of happiness is what I think of Made love between the sheets and me naked with you would make me thrilled once more You flare up my heart of stone and took away the sorrow and made me shamelessly soar… I was defeated by depression and anxiety I can’t say I’m happy yet until I feel complete I’m empty as a drum inside my body I won’t break down with tears of shameful defeat I’m undefeated… This pain is undesirable I’m undefeated… This shame is unbearable I’m not regretting anything You’re my everything, darling… I’m incredibly undefeated And I’m proud of it, you see? I’m proud of it oh so humbly I’m undefeated by your sadness throne Your throne of all alone and on your own You took away the soreness and gave me adoration in store I recognize your hurt and I apologize for all I’ve done, so sad Falling away, for I’m the fallen angel, longing to adore You and you alone; still wandering in the world gone mad I was defeated by depression and anxiety I can’t say I’m happy yet until I feel complete I’m empty as a drum inside my body I won’t break down with tears of shameful defeat I’m undefeated… This pain is undesirable I’m undefeated… This shame is unbearable I’m not regretting anything You’re my everything, darling… I’m incredibly undefeated And I’m proud of it, you see? I’m proud of it oh so humbly I’m undefeated by your sadness throne Your throne of all alone and on your own Devastation turns into pain and hatred all over again and I don’t know why Can’t stop rewinding the past in mind and I’m left broken and painfully shy I’m a youth in love with a future soulmate in my dreams, in my wild dreams Left lonesome and longing for what lies ahead, but I’m torn at the seams I was defeated by depression and anxiety I can’t say I’m happy yet until I feel complete I’m empty as a drum inside my body I won’t break down with tears of shameful defeat I’m undefeated… This pain is undesirable I’m undefeated… This shame is unbearable I’m not regretting anything You’re my everything, darling… I’m incredibly undefeated And I’m proud of it, you see? I’m proud of it oh so humbly I’m undefeated by your sadness throne Your throne of all alone and on your own I’m undefeated by depression and anxiety What about you, my darling of misery?