Undecided

I'm never satisfied with my 
decisions in life. 
I don't understand why all the 
struggle and strife.
All seems good from the 
outside looking in,
But no one knows my life, they 
can't judge my sin.
The pain is bitter, 
but oh so sweet.
They say life is a miracle,
Some kind of treat. 
Through their eyes, maybe.
But not through mine.
I know that I'm strong,
And that I'll be fine. 
That still does not stop the 
pain, 
It grows inside, And worsens 
with rain . 
High expectations from 
everyone around,
I think I'd be better dead in the 
ground.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Brown Avatar
May 7, 2012 at 1:32 PM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Madison. Love, Carol
Kindell Avatar
March 23, 2012 at 5:14 AM
You have so much pain maddie. You can see it in your writing and i can see it when i see you. Hang wit me! And this is a great wirte.
Madonsela Avatar
March 14, 2012 at 11:46 PM
very dark, i like it. welcome to soup poetry hope to seeing you write legendary poetry here. All the best RONNY
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March 14, 2012 at 7:34 AM
Good morning ;-) madison , thank you for sharing your wonderful poem. Have yourself a good one*always~pd"
Brown Avatar
March 14, 2012 at 6:01 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Madison. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love, Carol
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