Uncertain Contradictions
He tells me he wants me in his life
And he tells me he wants me to be his wife
He tells me of a house that I didn’t know exist
And he tells me of something he’s been searching for --- a wish
He tells me rarely that he loves me
He tells me he lives by the Atlantic Sea
He wants to sing again, he says
But seems so lost in his own ways
He tells me all the things I want to hear
He tells me he can banish my one fear
He’s completely across the United States
But yet he tells me he expects me to wait
He can’t make up his mind on what he wants to do
Everything in New Jersey to him also is new
His kisses when he gives them melts my heart
He tells me he doesn’t want us to be apart
He makes these plans that I just don’t see
He’s initiated before about being on one knee
But I feel like he avoids me after all that he tells
I feel like I’m drowning in thousands of wells
He wants me to leave my family and move on
But I feel like he doesn’t think I can be strong
He’s been there before to kiss away my tears
I can see him in all directions of all mirrors
Silently sitting my tears constantly fall
But for him I hold my head up and stand tall
Any girl would be proud she’s in his life
Any girl would be happy to call her his wife
But questions float through everyday
But at the rate we’re going, there’s no way
What I’d sacrifice to be in his arms
My love for him couldn’t fill up a million farms
But will he come through and claim me as his own?
Or is he just borrowing me because he’s alone?
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