Unanswered Questions

surrounded by nature you fall to your knees wind blowing through the trees stars shining brightly in the sky feeling nothing but the beat of your own heart... eyes swell with tears... throat closes with sadness breath slips away... mind racing heart screaming you don't know what to do what to think or even what to say... your at a loss for words.. your life took that unexpected turn... you don't know what way to go left....or right?? ponder that question every day.. you lay back in the night... hoping some day the answer will come to you ...