U Mayde Me Chapter 2

I’m haunted
Taunted
By spirits of the dark
I’m no morning lark
Mournin’ in the mornin’!!!!!!!
So paper-thin…within me…
UNDER my skiN… 
I made a new language – 
Ignored…angered…an opened refridge –
Once cold, now warm
B/C
I forgive……………
You?
Shying away from the fact that I love you
I, maybe…, hate you??
No, I can’t…
Murder and hate go hand in hand
I just don’t understand
I’m in a COMA…
I’m DYSLEXIC
I’m a labeler to myself
I have boy Alzheimer’s
I have, oh boy, autism…
No offense to others who have these conditions
I’m white…
Despised despite
I’m black
In the inside with spite
But I need HIM…
Right now…
Patience and self-control is needed
Somehow…

So uncertain
So ashamed
In society - a secret curtain
Ove NO-Named

Resentful
Hurtful 
Your words mean to me
Beautiful 
Ugliful 
My words are to thee 
Thee saved me…
Didn’t you…oh I c…
See…for those grammar hoes…
Counting my foes…
On my toes…
Countless I must add
I’m a rad lad
I must subtract
Because I’m not exactly
Cute…to be exact
I’m ugly inside and out…frankly

Melony: Ah don’t be so hard on yourself ^^
Me: I must be to be handsome again
Melony: You are handsome though…
Me: Ah no you’re just playing…

Voices…
Can rejoice too 
Shoo shoo – 
NOISES………
SH! 

I’m a rebel
Rebel
Rebel 
Drums, come on in…
Piano…play my notes…
Where have you been?
In the rain with coats?

Drums…
Don’t dumb me,
Chips
Don’t mess with these…
Man ****
They jiggle with the remaining skin…

I’m skinny and I’m proud of it
You all are fat and wanna throw a fit

Fat people are awesome tho
So, don’t be offended if I were you 

The person in the inside matters more than the outside

I love you, no matter what color
Or shape…
Don’t call me racist or judgemental…

DON’T be negative
And don’t be too +
Gotcha?
Ok good…
Geez la weez…

OMW to meeting some pessimistic freaks
And some mighty cute nerd geeks

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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