U Mayde Me Chapter 2

I’m haunted Taunted By spirits of the dark I’m no morning lark Mournin’ in the mornin’!!!!!!! So paper-thin…within me… UNDER my skiN… I made a new language – Ignored…angered…an opened refridge – Once cold, now warm B/C I forgive…………… You? Shying away from the fact that I love you I, maybe…, hate you?? No, I can’t… Murder and hate go hand in hand I just don’t understand I’m in a COMA… I’m DYSLEXIC I’m a labeler to myself I have boy Alzheimer’s I have, oh boy, autism… No offense to others who have these conditions I’m white… Despised despite I’m black In the inside with spite But I need HIM… Right now… Patience and self-control is needed Somehow… So uncertain So ashamed In society - a secret curtain Ove NO-Named Resentful Hurtful Your words mean to me Beautiful Ugliful My words are to thee Thee saved me… Didn’t you…oh I c… See…for those grammar hoes… Counting my foes… On my toes… Countless I must add I’m a rad lad I must subtract Because I’m not exactly Cute…to be exact I’m ugly inside and out…frankly Melony: Ah don’t be so hard on yourself ^^ Me: I must be to be handsome again Melony: You are handsome though… Me: Ah no you’re just playing… Voices… Can rejoice too Shoo shoo – NOISES……… SH! I’m a rebel Rebel Rebel Drums, come on in… Piano…play my notes… Where have you been? In the rain with coats? Drums… Don’t dumb me, Chips Don’t mess with these… Man **** They jiggle with the remaining skin… I’m skinny and I’m proud of it You all are fat and wanna throw a fit Fat people are awesome tho So, don’t be offended if I were you The person in the inside matters more than the outside I love you, no matter what color Or shape… Don’t call me racist or judgemental… DON’T be negative And don’t be too + Gotcha? Ok good… Geez la weez… OMW to meeting some pessimistic freaks And some mighty cute nerd geeks