Try To.

I am trying in words to say how I feel,
                    some times it seems so unreal.
                     If I don't say,
                     I know I will regret it one day.
                     Im confused and scared,
                     off what I might say,
                     but I only know this way.
                      Time after time I have poured my feelings out to you,
                     deep down I know you feel the same,
                     but that doesn't make it easier to explain.
                     I would follow my heart,
                     but that would only bring us apart,
                     and that would be the worst part,
                     life with out you.
                     So please tell me what to do,
                     Im helpless with out you.
                     Idont want to upset you,
                      that isn't my plan,
                     and besides im not that type of man.
                     I can not help thinking did I do some thing wrong,
                     was I coming on too strong.
                     Should I have stopped at the start,
                      should I have not listend to my heart.
                       May be I should have gone the other way,
                        and saved all the pain Im in today.
                       Should I never said how Ifeel,
                        that I love you,though I know it could never be real.
                         May be it would have been best,
                          if I hadn't said all the rest.
                        
               
                         But Im a dreamer you see,
                          and I hope one day you will come to me,
                          may be not in this life but another,
                           for I don't want you as just a lover.
                          If we were to be it would be the real thing you and me.
                          For you know Ive said to you,
                          that I would love you through and through.
                           Now I had better come to an end,
                           though these feelings will never end.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2008



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