Truth Through You

The all knowing, unforgiving subconscious showing our hidden secrets of deep crushes; that boy in the back row with long blonde dread locks, snowy-blue eyes, with hands that sweat when he is called upon by the teacher, though only you recognize this fact. Or that girl, always wearing chains hair black and red, too small to be recognized; I don't think she cares. They shatter our hearts, when they promptly decline the return of love. Secrets of hidden pasts, haunting the world; turns black. You never realize the change, the way your body, without the help of your logic, but the help of your daytime thoughts, your desires, shows your heart, your basic wants, your needs, like the loves you want, and the true feelings of those closest to you; love, hate, jealousy. As you are in deep, as deep as an ocean with your shining subconscious, with love, like the sun's early morning beams on a calm blue ocean. You have more to hide, than a cursed vampire, always running from the truth, though you are not he, but a waiting woman, beautiful in sight, unforgettable in thought, for the vampire steals your knowledge; ensuring you that you are safe, forcing you to relive those pain filled moments so that he can help with the past and future. But you've already given to him the symbol of your sincerity, through a promise. A promise to stay with him, to make things work, solving each problem, fixing every broken part, a promise to, in the end, be together, married. I take them easily, from your willing hands, your previous thoughts, and the love you give me. So when, that night, me basking in the bright light of my favorite computer game, battling others on the fields of justice, the League of Legends, and you gradually rolled over opened your eyes, glistening, impossible to miss even in the dark, enclosed room, and you ask of me, with thoughts of purity, "Come to bed, I want to sleep next to you, feel your warmth" I lost myself in you, and even though I wasn't tired, I wrapped up in the large warm blankets draped my arms softly over you, and lost myself to my own Subconscious, in hopes you will see, through the most inner parts of what makes me, that I truly, truly love you too.