Truth

There has been no other time in my life that someone has made me feel like this. That I need to be part of your happiness. I know it's only been a short time that we have spent together but I feel that this could last forever. I can't even explain all of what I feel but the one thing I wish is for this to be real. What I feel inside is tearing my heart to pieces because I want to capture your love in all of my kisses. I want to figure out why you capture me so tight, to the point of exploding when your inside me at night. I know you have doubts about where this is going or even where it began. I only know one thing for certain is that I want you as my man. I don't want you to feel like I am pushing you into me, I just want to tell you that I can't let you be. I want to know everything about you. From the time you were little, until the day you met me. I could sit and listen for hours to you talk, very carefully. I know this sounds crazy and selfish to say, it's not even like me to think this way but I can't help that you have done this to me and now I need you to stay because in my heart I feel joy from you everyday. Maybe it can work out and maybe it falls apart but we can't see the future, just follow our heart. I can't go a day without wanting you near and sometimes that scares me and fills me with fear. I can't make a decision until I know for sure, that your in this completely and your words are pure.