Trust The Direction

Into the cracks of a scripted mind You will find what lies beyond It's a collection of misguided thoughts An a illusion of what was A charted journey laid out by an unreachable goal To be accepted for this accepted for me This reflection of insecurities and unfortunate events This play in my head This opera of pain Still screams today Where's the inspiration in all of this Right here in my grasps Less guarded now older still I search for retribution to an unworthy cause It takes me back to childhood dreams Fountains of youth forever full But yet still not calm I freefall through my regrets No solid landing ahead I seem to be in mobile in a journey filled life It's hard to comprehend all that I have done To become this a shadow of what could be Love is there love is ready but that anchor doesn't let my ship sail I wish to be free of this worry This realization that sometimes life can go on If I just let myself doubt go The wind knows the course I just need to trust the direction.