Truly
My journey into the unknown
It's gone in so many directions
I've thought about things like never before
The realization of self discovery
Moving past the blame
Looking beyond a once dark horizon
My life had no course no direction
Sifting through sands of time searching for reason clarification for what I have done And became
Awakening from a trance of social awkwardness
I have hit tha panick button so many times
I've lost so much rest
Was not able to find peace
The struggle within
The demons that whisper my name
It all seem so normal so repetitive
Slowly I was descending into my own exile
I had no recognition no escape
It was time caving in on me
It was so heavy I felt the burden was too much
I thought about life ending solutions
Thought about what my kids would go though
Thought about what my family would think
It felt like a crushing defeat an ultimate surrender for me
But in the end I felt it was not them
It was me it was the lack of confidence
A lack of self belief
But all along it was the inability to recognize
What I had done what I spilled out to the world
It was me telling truthful lies to my inner self
When I had that apathy that what I saw was not what I see
My vision turned around my thoughts were clearer my ideas of what this change could be for me and everyone I loved
I came to the clarity that all is well just let things be
And i will be ok. There is true direction when you look past all the obstacles in your way Truly.
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