True Reality
Why is it
I am always wrong?
Something
I have always done?
Why is it
I am
Never good enough
In your eyes
In challenging times?
How many times
Do I have to say
“I love You?”
What will it take
To convince
That mind
And
Heart
Of yours?
What can I say
That will ease
This jealousy
And
Resentment
You feel towards me
When drinking
Too much booze
Killing what brain cells
Are left
In that stubborn
Head of yours!
How long
Will it take
For you
To believe in me?
For I know
I am a fool
Staying here, with you!
Feeling desperate
Lost and lonely
Dreams squashed
Emotionally drained
When ‘we’ need to pull together
In union ship
To make
This bond strong
Between us!
'Uniting as One’'
'Love Conquering All'
“Well!”
“So, I am told!”
I love you more
Than this
Arguing and fighting!
But
You refuse to understand
The love I have for you
My head
Tells me to stay with you
But
My heart knows
I cannot!
For
I have asked you
To be kind to me
I have asked
You to open up
Your anger and rage
Continues growing
Out of control
Taking over
Like
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
Burning bridges
Being ruthless
Always
Out for the kill!
I need to break away!
I need to clear my head!
I need to experience
Love and longevity
True togetherness
With
The one’s I love!
My heart needs to experience
‘Healthy Love’
My heart deserves the best!
You now
Belong in my past
I am no longer the person
You once knew me, to be
Your insecurities
Your inner demons
Far bigger
Than any of the love
You choose to acknowledge
Or
Feel from me!
You can believe this
To be true
If nothing else!
“Love thy self”
Share
Without personal gain
Being
Your Primary Motive!
Know Love
Be Love, in Action!
Be honest
Have empathy now
As
I cut these cords
Of emotional bondage
That
Bind us together
True Love
No longer
Our foundation!
I stand on my own
Knowing
I have learnt the lessons
You have come to teach
I now know
What love isn't!
“I thank you”
For showing me this!
My illusions of love
Blinding me
Colouring my experiences
Revealing
Only what
'I Wanted Us To Be'
Not
‘True Reality’
Copyright © Amy Rose | Year Posted 2013
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