Troubled Soul

I mean could it be any worse on this level Trying to keep it together not lose control Is this just a curse like the work of the devil Perhaps it's true my spirit he has then stole And why I always dwell, this loss of self worth Because inside feels like this bottomless pit As at times it dose feel like it is hell on earth A light at the end of the tunnel, it's no longer lit If I could only for once find some sort of heaven Misplaced, if I'd watched where I had then trod But would I still have this feeling of Armageddon Looking for saving grace forever praying to god It is that same old feeling the same old marignrol Its like hay mister am I really ever being heard I feel like an unsolved case, this troubled soul I can hear a whisper but though never any word A TROUBLED SOUL ORIGINAL IDEA BACK IN 2001 CHANGED SCAPPED SO MANY TIMES BECAUSE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO PUT IN TO RIGHT CONTEXT STILL NOT HAPPY WITH THIS ALSO WANTED TO MAKE FOUR VERSE RATHER THAN SIX VERSE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> FOR EXAMPLE HELL ON EARTH IN ONE LINE SOUNEDE BETTER THAN TRYING TO MAKE TWO LINES INTO ONE VERSE FELT LIKE TRYING TO DRAG OUT TO MUCH I DONT KNOW AN EXSTENSION OF STATE OF MIND STATE OF CONFUSION AND SHADOW OF DOUBT MORE PERSONAL <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< PAST AND PRESENT a troubled soul written 2012 2013 by my self davidscott this part one to a shadow of doubt....................................