Trepidation

My head is spinning my heart is racing I think of you, I think of her I just don’t know what to do My heart is torn in two - my mind is so confused I think about the ocean and the moon There is so much to see and so far away I’m drowning, I can’t breathe, I can’t see I lay at the bottom of the sea; I try to reach for the moon I want to hold you, I want to hold her I fear your love I fear her love I fear my future with you – with her without you, without her But I can’t feel, I can’t see, I can’t breathe It s too much for me It’s too much for you It’s too much for her My head is spinning my heart is racing I feel no pain, I feel no emotion, I feel the warmth, I feel the cold I feel the wind that is beneath my soul I’m soaring, I’m running, I’m just so damn confused What do I do about her, what do I do about you I can’t I won’t I am too weak Nothing is in reach - Nothing is in sight I chose this path of uncertainty Of misguided love Of broken promises Broken hearts