trauma drama coma

Mama, I wish you’d understand I’m a man who can make a stand Understood in ways I couldn’t fathom I hurt myself due to feeling vibes of numb Going through trauma in mind Dealing with drama, left behind I have a coma of the past times I wish and pray you’d understand sometimes Without you, mama, I feel incomplete With you, mama, I get back on my feet Defeated by depression and agitated by anxiety Repeated my cycle of endlessness honestly I got to beat this race the best I can Mama, I’m a stronger and better man I ought to be meeting my success soon I have waited for this moment before the afternoon Mama, I mourned for you this morning Because you didn’t apologize for the things you’ve done to us Mama, I swore to my heart that I can quit forlorning Because I forgive you truly and I won’t throw you under the bus Going through trauma in mind Dealing with drama, left behind I have a coma of the past times I wish and pray you’d understand sometimes Without you, mama, I feel incomplete With you, mama, I get back on my feet Defeated by depression and agitated by anxiety Repeated my cycle of endlessness honestly I got to beat this race the best I can Mama, I’m a stronger and better man I ought to be meeting my success soon I have waited for this moment before the afternoon Going through trauma in mind Dealing with drama, left behind I have a coma of the past times I wish and pray you’d understand sometimes Without you, mama, I feel incomplete With you, mama, I get back on my feet Defeated by depression and agitated by anxiety Repeated my cycle of endlessness honestly I got to beat this race the best I can Mama, I’m a stronger and better man I ought to be meeting my success soon I have waited for this moment before the afternoon Mama, I miss you oh so much I want to feel your affectionate hugs Your touch of blessings and such Lifts me up and airs out the past rugs That were once filthy with fret That were once full of regret I met with misery and company But, with you by my side, I am happy Going through trauma in mind Dealing with drama, left behind I have a coma of the past times I wish and pray you’d understand sometimes Without you, mama, I feel incomplete With you, mama, I get back on my feet Defeated by depression and agitated by anxiety Repeated my cycle of endlessness honestly I got to beat this race the best I can Mama, I’m a stronger and better man I ought to be meeting my success soon I have waited for this moment before the afternoon This desirably, delightful dawn, when I was a wingless bird, I will be moving on, dependent on inner delight Wish and pray you’d understand I’m a different man now, now, now Once a house built on the sand… I repented over past sins somehow When you’re gone away completely and you move on forward, I’ll still be your good, obedient son with all my might