Trauma

I'm sorry for being mean I just want you to see That I'm cold and distant because My thoughts won't let me be I don't doubt our love I know that I love you But there seems so little time And so very much to do I know you get suspicious When you question and I cry But my tears are from the past Not from covering a lie I know that I've been cruel to you Please just give me time My head is spinning, my heart is breaking From that vicious long-ago crime So please forgive me honey And please just try to see That I love you more than ever Because you're here for me