Trapped From Freedom

trapped away from freedom and can't escape it is my mind my only escape from this horrid escape of life in my mind locked away and hidden can anyone find me to bring me back what would happen if something horrid occurs and no one would be seen or heard from again is there a better place where i can retreat to in my mind without anyone noticing i am shut down and i locked myself away from anyone and everyone how long would it the for anyone to get me back in my mind the only refuge i have when i have nowhere else to go