Translation

i want to translate english within english itself, without the widows left by explorers who died in their exploration. to go through deserts that withstood foot prints, to find an oasis that matters. to open a new river that contains the oasis, one as far as nile river, full of crocodiles that travel- so much that anyone who dared to be swept in the stream will find gold beneath the river and love in themselves, as though they just went through what they were meant for, despite never knowing what is it.