Toxic State

My heart yearns to beat again, yet, it shall never be able to forget How, that which it thought of as Love Showed its true face! Yes, I shall never be able to erase it from my mind The angel face, the vile inner being, the arrogant ego The painful words, my own pitiful state, the incessant trampling Why, to fall in love again I have not yet been able to Nor do I see myself as being, in the future, prone to Rather, if I do live, if I have chosen to live It is merely for the sake of my belief in my faith!