Tossing and turning

I have a lot on my mind lately and no one to talk to I have a ton of reasons why I’m tired of life but I was taught to keep your head up I can only control what I can control Everything else I’m learning to let it go God works in mysterious ways and he always comes through for me Every night I crawl in my bed I allow my brain to go empty No worries and no stress I’ll just lay here in this bed until I have to get up again All I ever want in life is to win and succeed at everything Sometimes I allow things to eat me alive A lot of times I hold so much in but when I hit that pillow There’s only tossing and turning going on Thankfully my brain is not on and I can breathe again Sometimes to relief myself I need to think of nothing