Tortured: Poet and Seasons

i feel tortured in winter, the fog reminds me of good times, when my gray world turned to pink i feel tortured in autumn, a season spent missing someone, a total love blackout i feel tortured in summer, a summer meant to be full of love turned to gray i feel tortured to see rain, it reminds me of weeping nights and when i was in pain a tortured poet and his tortured seasons a tortured poet forced to be tortured by torturous peoples because of their torturous sin a question why did i associated my memories and made my seasons tortured ?