Torn Apart

I am torn Between love and lust Stuck in the past Lost in the present Future is unknown Lonesome self Running back and forth Into the night Shadows of despair Light is unforeseen Walking on water Into the sea Soul is thrown deep Waves of turmoil Guilt, free-spirited Desperate attempts Falling through the cracks Dirt and soil Crumbling over me Six feet down bellow Calling angles The Heavens above Take me with you To be born again Peaceful with oneself Blank slate Turning a new leaf Rid of red sin Soul is uplifted Cleansing a black heart