Astravore Myosotis Poet Rhyme

Too much

I wrote you thousands of words
Just hoping to make you understand
I only wanted to be a part of your world
My heart to you was naively handed

I was always reaching out
I sacrificed my time, my energy, my sleep
Even when my mind was full of doubts
Because you were someone I wanted to keep

I did it over and over again
Only because I loved talking to you
Only because I loved you

After you left for Florida
I heard that you told people
That I was crazy
That I was too much
That you only talked to me because you felt bad

Was it true ?
Am I too much ?

Where is my ing dignity ?
I gave you every piece of me
Hoping you would let me in
What a misery !

I begged you to stay
With one final plea
But you still abandoned me without regret
Without looking back
I’ll never let you forget

I’ve lost all my dignity
Over a friendship that was fake
For a person that I now hate

I gave my heart away
To someone who never wanted to stay
I feel it too deeply
It aches

Now I realize
I’ve given too much
To the point of losing myself
To the point of being ashamed of myself 

If you’re going to break me again
Then I never want to see you again
I’d rather lose you in pain
Than lose myself again

Please, stay in Florida
And don’t you dare come back

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