Too Drunk, Not Drunk

When your with people you think you can trust and you get a bit to drunk and you thought you could trust him after all your mom loved him and you go to bed just afer 2 and mom went to bed just after 1 and he came in room just after 4 so you ask him for a pill... He gets you the pill and you take it for your head still drunk still drunk and then you lay back down still drunk and then his hand snakes out still drunk and then his lips meet yours still drunk smell the beer still drunk and his hand slides under your gown still drunk and you just cant say no too drunk too drunk and his touches, soft but rough not drunk not drunk and he plays with your untuoched parts not drunk not drunk and you try to turn but you cant not drunk not drunk and you finnaly win and turn not drunk not drunk and he silently walks away not drunk not drunk and whispers to the dark room are you drunk are you drunk are you drunk and you wish you could say that you were so drunk so drunk so you can turn, fall asleep, and forget not drunk not drunk and you know in deep and dark thoughts... your not drunk your not drunk your not drunk