Too Difficult Today...

For there is a stranger in my scar... ...sensory overload... ...this life of paradox... I feel the parallel... this merger tries to suffocate me... these feelings...these memories trapped inside of me... you remind me of the past... these feelings now I am not... that was you...the way you were not the way I am not this reminder...the battles I have fought to rise above...but which ever way you look at it these memories... make us who we are...who we are we hurt... I will not allow this to control me... this fight this fight I have to fight alone... It all seems to come apart - when I am hit with sensory overload...