Tonight

Tonight I sit here as I suffocate Walking away A task in which I can relate Another time I must pay Breathing hurts as tears threaten to escape Deep breath My head hangs shoulders drape Peace will only ever be found in death Looking forward but cant look back How do I accomplish this task I have to grasp the fact There is no one I can ask Tonight I look back at my time The days months and years of my past All the mistakes oh the grime Will this moment begin again or will it be my last