Today

I'm not sure just what tomarow will bring because yesterday you gave me heart ache,misery & pain today gave me the chance to see you'r face again to make you smile & laugh once or twice oh you know it's true just like we did when we were lover's walking hand in hand embracing a new love embracing a new friend Though just for a moment I gazed into those eye's with all my heart & soul I dare not try to hide or keep the rain from rolling down while my heart was drowning deep inside It took all this one lover you seldom called you'r man could bring myself to bare not to break down & give into, negative despair Tough as it may be,to smile while we cry, sometime's it's for the best,if we put the hurt aside though not forever,just at least until it's time to deal with what we can & let go of what we must or at least we must try if only to help heal, the unintended pain's, we'v placed on each of us That's why I've made this decision,hard as it may be for me at times,even tougher for one to keep This promise of compassion,from this worn down soul,not to loose myself in hate,or loose my self control but remember to show warmth & kindness through open hearted understanding for there surely is another hurting,& taken by love's tole So an oath to myself I'm making,for true love I'll be waiting,with every heart beat aching longing for thy real love,to come around & save me Untill that fine day,when ever it will be to keep a part of my heart open,for the one that's ment to be for if I loose sight of how to love then love might loose sight of me..........BY. SCOTTIE B GARROW. 12/5/09