Today

I am grateful I just bought groceries, enough meat to last 3-4 days. Veggies. And I'll go get something sweet. I have lost everything I love, just about But gained some new things. I have the best dog in the world I have a roof over my head & this couch to sleep on (with an alien roommate-which helps extremely because though we both suffer in the world [financially, socially, physically-minor drug habits] we create and build on our minds all day and that helps more than my previous house where it was a 3bed-2bath back porch and garage, yet I was living with demons, demonic entities that house was miserable I got so many gray hairs even when dying it) I just want to stop searching I lost my network, which is ones net worth I still have what I need to survive...but, to thrive? I eat pork again. I am not concerned with worldly problems with food & pigs are dirty this/that Did you know Spinach was my favorite vegetable growing up, and I've had in-depth skin issues since puberty. Come to find out, spinach is not good for every blood type- it contains a chemical that a certain blood type can't handle and any skin issue is a blood issue- IT WAS THE SPINACH! So... "the Bible Says"... the Bible also speaks on multiple gods and tells men to pillage and rape virgins. the Bible is just one of many great books. Good lessons but you must have context, understanding, and critical reading skills to see. I eat what's here and there, but not everywhere. I don't see these things as a negative but a positive adjustment. Change is the only constant. Once I get this green in my leaf, I'll feel more relaxed. Lots of factors go into that. Negativity tried to get me today, but I am faithful to being grateful Ase