Today

i - usually bright and sunny but like the weather today feel just a bit blown down and irritable almost saturday but really not soon enough for me- feel like a small "i" today a few weeks ago for sure I felt like a big "I" (if you know what I mean) I have been taking my pills like i am supposed to but like the weather today it's overcast and they are calling for rain- want to just roll over and go back to bed really but i find myself plodding away at work trying to get into the swing of things mostly not longing for my morning coffee break at the local coffee bar - sometimes the mornings are the hardest sometimes the afternoons feel like they are gonna just blast my head open too much going on multi tasking is not getting any easier as I age and with this mood thingie well... you know.