To the Fallout

To the fallout

 I see in the distance skies 
How lightning crashes 
Illuminates this pitch black night 
I choose to burn all I ever loved 
Then burn the ashes 
Erase every word of endearment
Blinded by salted water
I give release to all memories
That return to my eyes in flashes 
Doubtful if I can find 		
An anecdote to what you’ve left behind 
 Drops of that sweet nectar I aroused from you 
That flowed from your veins to mine
 Like turbulent seas
Now I ail with this poison 
 A brew concocted just for me 
Destitute, faithless, fallen
 Completely incomplete
Yet felled by this weakness that makes me pray for your pity
 How your arrogance grows 
As every hour goes 
 You wring my own tears
 On these seeds of loneliness you have sown 
 I plot my revenge 
Or some vestige of retribution 
My plans flutter to my feet 
Like feathers of fallen angels
 I see now the looming clouds of storm 
Gales that howl and sway 
Bring messengers of the coming regime 
That shall rule my remaining days 
In these searing embers 
I swear to hide 
All the torment that I suffer inside 
 But stuck in between the devil and the deep blue sea
How I would spend this world’s weight in gold 
Only to know for the hundredth last time		
If you still think of me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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