To Put Out Or Not To Put Out

we swirl around each other in conversation we dance with one another with our eyes yet ... we always hold back we speak in reverse like- "already involved" "involved already" "coming out of a bad one" "a bad one coming out" "not my type" "type me not" "you seem great, but i just can't " "i can't justify your seeming great" "there is no chemistry" "chemistry is no where" i wish there was more because we know better but ... ah ... the desperate souls ... they speak from a tongue that is older than sanskrit and in this we all just want to feel alive and connected to the expanse called the universe INFINITY yeeaahh!