To My Dearest Friend

I haven't been honest, I feel peaked Ravaged And likely to rupture With anger and loathe You render my mind Why do you Listen Embrace And help me through My struggles My pain Darkest time Brings me to you, Your sympathy settles Soothing my mind Your thoughts calming my soul Pacing my heart Ensuring a flow I feel your warmth Your love And your creation A sanctuary of peace my salvation I can't get you out of my mind I drink to you To your existence To your resistance To my insanity And a fantasy Where ill always have you