To Love Him

To love him is like posioin going through, my veins to his. To love him I sacrifice a lot I lost out on, a lot of friends. To love him I made a deal with the devil. To love him I was blind sided by his broken, promises to me. To love him I ended loosing myself. To love him I made a bad decision to let him, play with my mind and my heart. To love him it was like playing with fire, that couldn't be put out. To love him I was begging him to claim, me as his women. Yet instead he treated, me like. One of male friends. To love him is a game that he only wins. To love him is like war world 2. To love him is an darkness path I don't ever, want to experience with no one. To love him is like a jester.