To Learn To Love Again

As Fleeting as the sun's fragile rays As golden as on an Autumn's day As cold as the nights pale moonlit glow Just like the rosebuds about to grow It's all of these things and so much more A feeling we feel deep within our core It warms us up when we are cold An affectionate embrace and a powerful hold Stronger than the strongest thing As sweet as when a bluebird sings In love again, what a wonderful thought To care again was what I was taught An eternal battle deep within my soul The fatalities begin to take their toll Too much of me was gradually fading It was through the stream I was gradually wading As the shore grew further away I was unable to scream, unable to say Why did you leave me, why did you go? You left me broken, unable to cope I lay there drowning in self doubt Till finally somebody pulled me out Unobserved he watched my fall He saw my heartbreak, he saw it all I never knew that he loved me too Even after you where through He was always watching and he always cared Just waiting for the moment that he could share How he felt and that he would Always care for me as best as he could Quick Note: Sometimes when I'm writting I don't always know who or what I'm writting for. This particular poem I wrote about 3 months before I met my friend who went through this but at the time I didn't realise how her life and this poem mirrored one another. Since I realised that I like to believe that it was destiny for us to become friends at that time so I could help her :)