Tired much?
I'm tired of holding everything in so here I go.
I'm too tired to get out of bed anymore, this has happened before.
I'm too tired to even say how I'm really feeling and all I do feel is tired and nothing is nothing a feeling?
I've gone numb again how fun.
I get asked 5 times a week how do you feel at least 2 a day gotta love your boyfriend for caring,
except I'm tired of hearing that question and to be honest I don't even know if I love my boyfriend or not anymore.
I feel like all my relationships end like this It's simple I just stop loving that person,
while I should say like love is a strong word.
What's really holding me back is I love someone else, always will but he's moved on.
I'm tired of having fake friends and the few real friends I have we hardly speak.
I'm tired of living in a house where there are bars everywhere I look there's no escape.
stuck, lost, sad, tired, depressed and numb that's messed up in the head messed up not in the head.
Light dark cancels each other out right not with me it's just darkness with more darkness.
I see it when I sleep the dark its call's my name and it's all I know so I run to its embrace.
Then complain that I'm stuck and I'm tired of being stuck or am I tired that I keep running down this path further and further till it consumes me fully?
When will I start to run towards the light, when will I dig myself out of this depression that I have let taken over for so long too long.
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