Time Does Not Wait

TIME IS NOT ON MY SIDE I STARTED TRYING AT THE WRONG TIME THE WISHES FOR DYING KEEP LYING I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING BUT JUST TO WISH I DIDN'T DONT BELIEVE IN UR SELF DONT TRY UR BEST GIVE UP HOPE ND LEAVE IT TO TGE REST MAYBE THAN THAT HEART BEAT IN UR CHEST WILL STOP SOME CALL IT CARDIAC ARESST WE SAY WE BLESS ME ALL I HAVE IS MESS MY FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE ME THEY EVEN SAY THEY CARE BUT Y I SHOULD I BELIEVE THAT THEY DONT EVEN MAKE SURE IM STILL HERE.. IM TIRED OF MY LIFE I WISH IT WAS DONE BEFORE IT EVEN BEGUN