Through Heartache

Trying to keep my emotions in check Not letting the world frustrate me So I have more time to reflect Every time I take another pill I think about this journey How I'm traveling uphill Let so many things hold me back Scared of having an anxiety attack Been through heartache and pain Somehow been able to sustain This world will not hold me back I have to watch the way I react Have a plan of attack That feeling of feeling defeated Feeling mistreated That's no longer me This is my battle plan Took me awhile to understand Who I really am