Three Years Ago Today

three years ago today
i still regret you went away
though tears have dried
and crying stoped
you seemed to live within each drop
the words i use everyday
three years ago from today
i cry for you this very way
today's no different from anyday
i mintioned you on many days
and touch the things with death
you gave
i wish the wish i always have
to be with you as i once had
i haunt the places you use to be
how i got there is a mystery to me
not by my power but maybe Gods
these three years have been real hard
beggining with you my greatest loss
what could i gain that you it cost
today is the day i could go mad
and tell them all that i was sad
today a day to destroy myself
but concentrate on something else
today's a day for me to use
to show the world my bitter blues
but prove a fool for love sake
as if three years it did'nt take
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Rhinem Avatar
December 2, 2013 at 1:38 PM
Believing that empathy is a great gift unto one's life as heart, my dear precious friend ~ In this We take time, to reply respound as gaze perhaps pull ourself from the mangled vine ? Doctor Jeckyll and a world be Hydes; surf this wake where sweet, her rhyme ~ Thus, I remember your loving blessed heart's dear April; warm your kiss and words, She waits ~ Quite beautiful in touching, John ~ Happy Holidays ~ Love John ... Ps., I am going to favour Your priceless Light's, Love song.
Collins Avatar
October 20, 2013 at 9:40 AM
John You bring tears to my heart with your loss. Devastation will not destroy you (hopefully); just feels that way. Reality is not to be denied; The gods act with no mercy. Hang in. love, Kathy
Kendrick Avatar
October 18, 2013 at 7:35 AM
I feel the pain within the lines..We can never forget the one we loved but good memories return to replace the sadness..Thanks for the visit to my page..I have written a new one called "My Parade" about my yesterday..Sara
Carrillo Avatar
October 9, 2013 at 11:01 PM
This is very heartfelt and well written poem. Time is known to heal everything. At least the pain will be less. Thanks for sharing. Smile tomorrow is a brand new day.... Lucilla
Komala Avatar
October 7, 2013 at 12:21 AM
Dearest John,,,, this piece touched me so very much... it is a very heartfelt write :) GREAT WORK ...!!!
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October 2, 2013 at 1:35 PM
Dear John, I'm deeply hurting for you.. I don't know why, I can feel how deep this pain is. wow.. I wish for these kind of wishes too... one day you will get and receive all the answers ---this day will only be a day ((that day)) to praise all the good memories... always a friend Linda
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