Thoughts of a Birthing Star

When Shall I Be the World's Star........ Thousand eyes would behold me, I shall shine to lead and guide the flowage.........When?....Each moment is ages to me...... Is my incandescence not full yet? Or I'm so tiny among the others? But where my comrades vanished in this dark sea? Dreads me this harbinger of vane...... I may cease to be before my luminosity illumine this dark wide world..... No, no, no, I'd make heavens blaze with radiance like a meteor that to give light melts even, Discerning child star thoughts deing star bequeathed, "The best fire never flares up the soonest, It would take you aeons to born out of black nebula but thou would survive till the end of time, thine orientation is of mortals who are made of haste, behold that tiny leaf sized abode there they isolate with conquered feelings and boast of the potency gained through book & pen and over things ice like durable huh!" Now I've known what for this wait to me I'll quench this urge to overlap the ray of time to eternity.....