Thoughts In Our Minds

So I had an Edgar Allen Poe moment. Was just thinking of all the people I have ever coached through their problems and what was told to me. For some reason it all came into my head and I just converted it to poetry. It's a bit graphic so keep an open mind. Thoughts In Our Minds Wishing dept away at the snap of 2 fingers, why do these worrying thoughts decide to stay in my Mind and linger? I take a drink from the bottle to numb the pain away or light 1 up to prevent going clinically insane, Jesus Crist why do these thoughts cloud my Brain? I Crave for your smile I miss your tender caress I miss the passionate bliss why arent we having Sex ? Where did Things go so wrong ? Oh how I wish Things get back to normal like the days when we first met. Is it too late what does our Emotions now Reflect ? Negativity please be gone far from me, I just want to be a normal Human Being living happy and at Peace. Lord I mean not to use your Name in vein, yet for some reason Satan has a way of implementing his ways. Is there a Heavan or Hell I don't know, I just want to Live Life and grow Old. What is my Purpous why am I here ? Sometimes I just want to jump off the worlds tallest Pier. Why does my Mind get full of different fears ? This is my Corner here I shall kneel Crying my Eyes out Screeming WHY WHY WHY AM I HERE ? ™© Shawn Munoz.