Thoughts

these waves of feelings coming from somewhere sorrow and sadness it brings to my heart in changing seasons of California November rain my pain really hits hard i talk of days a heart full of haze voices and dreams i understand all but nothing at all a face in my dreams dont want me to stay the place where i sleep is some where im lost like being in hell or somewhere in ahh i been overwhelmed i still got my dogs i sit there and think god i sit here and think god i wanna be better the best that i can i live in the moment i do like to rap i sit in the focus i do like to laugh i live but the face is still in my head her voice that name the choice is plain escape i must escape i tried before light on the board they made it harder to grow harder to hold these pieces together