Those Eyes
After a long day at work
I acknowledge
The tiring thoughts
Without actually thinking
“What if
I just went away
Found someone else
To live my life for me?”
“Who even cares
About what I do
Who I am
What I will become?”
I hear the phone ring
Walking over to the phone
I see a flash of a person
Outside
“Great
Now you are
Hallucinating”
I think
I pick up the phone
“Hello?”
Only static
I put the phone down
I hear a knock at the door
Clearly not thinking well
I go and open the door
Terrified of what I see
It’s me
But Not
Same
Hair
Clothes
Shoes
Dog
But there’s
Something
Off
I see about her
Those Eyes
Instead of my eyes
Green like grapes
I see
Those Eyes
Red like blood
Like the clash of Christmas
Between our eyes
Slamming the door shut
Locking it twice
The phone rings again
I go to it
Trying to call
Everyone
Anyone
One number works
“I would suggest
Not to scream
When I come
Back”
Now I know
That I shouldn’t
Have thought
Those thoughts
Those Thoughts
That cost me
Everything
Anything
I now watch as
Me but not me
Goes to work
Everyday
But I don’t leave
I don’t know how people
Don’t see
Those Eyes
Those Eyes
Of
Me
ME
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