This year

This whole year has seen me through it all From going and going till I hit a wall And since I've been moving for a while, it was hard to go back to the right path This year has opened in me a can of worms Worms that I'd thought had died by now But they're very much alive, eating me from the inside This whole year has seen me rise and fall Rise to places I never new possible And fall to places I never knew existed New lows that I've been struggling to navigate This year has seen me have the brightest smile Genuine laughs with total strangers And strange laughs among people I've known For it doesn't just feel right anymore This whole year has been a smoke screen A taste of what it would be being infront of the big screen It's shown me however much I think I'm ready I'll truly never be unless I just step out into the sun This year has shown me my limits My tether points from which past this I'll break And I challenged them as far as I could And I broke hence I've been stuck with a few moves at the centre This whole year has been a big test One that I've sat too long doing It's just a month till its over But I'm still in class waiting to finish the test The PO£T