This World Misplaced Me

This world misplaced me long ago From the bully to the bullied I cris cross time forgot the past Been lost for so long The anxiety overwhelms Distractions on my mind Lose focus lost hope I can no longer hide Reality is never it in this game of hide and seek I run so far and gain no distance Replaying regretted time Is there a fix for this handicap I see Convulsive behaviors oh how they surface Tried to bury them like my childhood But again they knock louder and louder This world misplaced me long ago in this abnormal realm I created called my own silence.