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I wrote this after sitting beside my father for the day when his continual morphine injection was not delivered at all because the machine had broken, and tried to use as many approaches as possible to ease the pain. It tore me to bits. I love dad.

This Pain This Cancer This Death

This pain, not today, I can’t do this pain,
And I feel I’m never going to mend.
It’s severe, immediate, 100%,
As it slowly takes me toward my end.
My back is a rage, my hands and mouth, 
My legs and feet, my head.
This pain’s a paralysis keeping me still,
All I can do is lie in this bed.

Now I’m dying each day, alone with pain,
Alone in this fight to the death,
As this cancer slowly devours me, 
Devouring every beautiful breath.
And each time I try to go to sleep,
To the World I say a little goodbye,
Goodbye to every little thing that I was,
Goodbye to the cry and I sigh.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Richards Avatar
November 27, 2016 at 7:57 PM
This is so heartbreaking, Lewis. I too have been witness to such suffering, and it is such a helpless and horrid experience. Bless you and your family
Raynes Avatar
November 27, 2016 at 8:18 PM
Thank you Carrie, the pain has ended for my father last week, it was cruel.
Stover Avatar
November 10, 2016 at 10:18 PM
So heartbreaking and deeply profound. Wonderful poem. God bless you.
Raynes Avatar
November 11, 2016 at 11:57 AM
Thankyou
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