This Life That I Live

The life that I live Time is not infinite; life is only finite. Please do never waste my time, for I only have this one life. The day are not all numbered, we have only just begun to love. This love you people speak of…will it ever be enough? I can repeat the mistakes and I can make a change, But I chose to do neither; I must find my way, To become a better human being. I have never been like you with your liar’s true feelings. In the pit of my stomach I know there is really nothing wrong, But still I go on passionately apathetic to all the faults you own. I am not saying I deserve this or regret hearing what you want; I am simply stating that I hate you for leaving me all alone. My water is so full of salt, drinking leaves me crazy. This glass is no longer drinkable, for it tastes of forgotten ladies. I am forever dying from your thirst, Without the realization that love is my curse. Forever searching inside illusions; My ghostly hands look real to me. I am lost in a place of complete confusion; I am lost in your reality. Negative is my positive; I carry lightning with my thunder. Behind sunglasses I hide behind eye-lids, This cursed spell I am under. (C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.