This is my voice 8 years on testosterone
Update: I unalived my name
to spite its face
and steal its frame
Update: I came out to my mother
smothering a cookie in hand
left covered in crumbs
by the conversation’s end
Update: I got my first chin hair
and I took twenty-seven pictures of it
at different angles.
Update: the only thing I own entirely is my body
my taxes fund war overseas
while unable to raise resolutions
for my internal revolt.
Update: I constantly crop this body
so it fits other people’s picture
my voice reduced to whispers
Update: I dream of slicing open my pectorals
just to let my spirit experience
freedom’s rush of fresh air
Update: day by day, the reflection that’s fed to me
is finally feeling familiar
my entire life, I’ve been trying to find myself
beyond a body I did not belong in
Update: I do not owe the world masculinity nor femininity
Update: for once, I hear my voice when I speak.
For too long, I’ve let silence
decimate me by the decibel.
my voice box unleashes
no evil, my people
only growl louder amid adversity
Update: My goal is to be as obsessed with myself
as politicians think I am
loud, proud, annoyingly boisterous
my voice is a gift I gave myself
and for as long as I breathe I will speak
on my becoming.
Update: pride is my protest
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