This Is Me

this is me , the happyiest ive ever been, i suddenly open my eyes to learn to forgive. smiling at the sight of you, crying from the things you would do. pain and hurt you gave to me, you were too focused on yourself so you couldnt see. i no longer feel my hate for what you have done, when you just left me here with out a warning you'd be gone. i sat away for days at a time to think of all the memories, to the day that you were mine. i'll forgive but wont forget about the ways you stabed a knife through my heart, im sorry i was never good enough, im sorry you hurt me so bad we can never get to be again. even though you hurt me i forgive you for all my pain.