This Is All I Can Be

Undercover I lie Not wanting to be found Just wanting to be seen For the man I could be No more dark clouds over head No more thoughtless nights Lying awake believing I am nothing more Then a pigment of my imagination Searching for a reason for all this resentment Reliving the same outcomes every day Resillantly searching for some type of calmness In a world gone mad By the creation of my own self worth Out in the camouflage of my own denial Can't even see my self out of the same Ole situations To destroy whatever I may have built within Embattled in trust for what I wish to be Constantly crossing the same Ole solutions The way of the world may not be the way of me But the direction I travel must be sincere and complete To carry on in the face of disappointment And remember I am me and this is all I can be.